"

So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking
Racing around to come up behind you again.
The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older,
Shorter of breath and one day closer to death.

Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time.
Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines
Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way
The time is gone, the song is over,
Thought I'd something more to say.

"

I finally understand what this song means..

I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree

I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder

Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree

I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder

I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree

Buzz is Bullshit! How the idiot did they assume that everyone was a twit-**** ?!

****!
I thought I could write and I was just procrastinating.. hell! I can't write, more than a 100 words at a time! So much for my ****ing book!!!!

If you are going to San Francisco...

... be sure to wear, flowers in your hair.

(Somehow Im obsessed with hippie culture now)

"Diplomacy is the art of saying 'Nice doggie' until you can find a rock." - Will Rogers (whoever taht is)

Is it a week already? oh wth!

After all, people (read managers and bosses) don't wait to screw you do they? A$$h0les!!! B@$t@rd$... what not!!!!

I don't even know why the heck I am in this stupid fvck!ng industry.. I hate it to the core.. I hate the hypocrites, the cut throat fvck3r$ who just want to keep earning more and keep sucking up to their bosses just to show they are better than their peers, just to get that promotion or increment.. I am fvck!ng retiring once I get the hell of this country.. when I get back, I am going to start work as something totally different, like a stupid fvck!ng govt employee or something.. atleast thats pretty much clear abt who you are and what you are supposed to do.. salute a fvck!ng a$$h0le early in the morning, sleep the rest of the day.. yep.. thats all I am gonna do.. I am fvck!ng quitting this stupid fvck!ng rat race... where everyone's a rat!!!