"oh Gaawd.. October is already here..", cried the doctor!

Well, thats when it hit me too.. October is here..well, really, the year end is in sight.. and although I did a lot of things this summer - things that others would really be proud of (I can list them, but whats the point in making you proud?!) - but still the last thing I did sticks out like a sore thumb - reading the introduction to F Scott Fitzgerald's The Great Gatsby - that F Scott Fitzgerald was really a man of his time - that although he wrote good stuff et al, he was a man of his time, interested in the "process" of earning, making money, and then not knowing how or what to do with it.. well............ its crazy.. who said that.. no.. comeeee on... gimme a break!!!

Anyway, back in the real world, it is cold.. and getting colder.. and everyone (which is just me really) is expecting it would snow tomm, so we could just get on with it.. just like TV - there's been a lot of it, even in the summer, that I shudder to think how much would be there in the winter.. A lot, obviously!

Winter.. ahhh.. dear winter.. you're crazy!

(What kind of nut am I, to switch to wine.. and its not even summer wine!!!)

"

And as I sat there brooding on the old, unknown world, I thought of Gatsby's wonder when he first picked out the green light at the end of Daisy's dock. He had come a long way to this blue lawn, and his dream must have seemed so close that he could hardly fail to grasp it. He did not know that it was already behind him, somewhere back in that vast obscurity beyond the city, where the dark fields of the republic rolled on under the night.

Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us. It eluded us then, but that's no matter - tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms further... And one fine morning -

So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.

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"...and in the middle of them, with filthy body, matted hair, and unwiped nose, Ralph wept for the end of innocence, the darkness of man’s heart, and the fall..."

Jada pinkett smith?!??!??!? WIth Laurence Fishburne luring her?!?!??!?! Matrix reloded must be the opposite of sex!!! Im thankful they didn't do anything further.. I wonder how all those ppl watched it in the theatre!!!

If ever there was a sex scene on the screen which made me look away, it must be from the matrix reloaded with Carrie-Anne-Moss... What the idiots were the directors and producers thinking when they cast her?! Were they so concerned about world population that they decided on some kinduva plat which makes ppl turn away from sex or something?

And for cryin out loud, she was trying to act and look sexy in that.. really now!!! I have given up on booze... please idiots... keep the sex ticking atleast... more of beyonce, shakira, mila kunis, laura prepon or even Patricia Heaton..

Of all the dumb shows on TV, The Ghost Whisperer with Jennifer Love Hewitt has be the worst of the worst.. I mean, I couldn't watch it even with a full bottle of wine.. And if you thought the series was bad, Hewitt was worse, well, at times Aisha Tyler makes her appearance.. and.. and then.. and then I have to wipe off the entire bottle of wine off the floor!!!

Damn, I gotta get cable and TBS!!!

In case you didn't notice, I've stopped drinking.. well, almost!